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Hey everybody, and welcome to my HomePage!!! In memory of my brother..(1-26-81 - 1-28-02) |
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I guess I will start by explaining myself.My name is Tosha and I'm 17 I live in tennessee. My best friend is Amber...I love you Amber!!!!!! You're the coolest Although I'm cooler than the coolest but you get the point right..? lol Well always Remember P.S.O.C and AHF!!!!! Kaylie remember we are the coolest of the cool, and don't forget the ToKay 87's!!!!!!! lol Oh yeah and we're the best of yahoo pool.. ;) I like to ride around with my friends, and do whatever we want to do. Most of the time we just be stupid, because everything else is boring! It's funner being stupid than to be really boring, and of course were really good at it. My nephews is a big part of my life. My brother as I mentioned before left to soon, but he left two boys a 2 yr old and a 3 yr old.. They live with me and my parents, and I dont know what I would do if they weren't involved in my life! I also have a sister, shes married, and living her own life. I have some poems that I wrote typed out after the song lyrics, if you want to read them |
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Simple Plan "Jump" lyrics I dont wanna wake up today Cause everyday's the same And I'd been waiting so long For things to change I'm sick of this town Sick of my job Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded Sick of this place, I wanna break free I'm so frustrated, I just wanna Jump! (Jump!) Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!) I just don't care tonight I just wanna jump (Jump!) Don't wanna think about my sorrow Let's go Forget your problems I just wanna jump I don't wanna wake up one day And find out it's too late To do all the things I wanna do So I'm gonna pack up my bags I'm never coming back 'Cause the years are passing by And I'm wasting all my time Sick of this house Sick of being broke Sick of this town, that's bringing me down I'm sick of this place, I wanna break free, I'm so frustrated, I just wanna jump Jump! (Jump!) Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!) I just don't care tonight, I just wanna jump (Jump!) Don't wanna think about my sorrow Let's go Forget your problems I just wanna jump I just wanna jump I can't take it anymore Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!) Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!) I just don't care tonight, I just wanna jump (Jump!) Don't wanna think about my sorrow Let's go Forget your problems It's time to let them go Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!) I just wanna jump |
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Ok Now for My poems, you can only read them if you don't laugh...Just playing, Most of them aren't funny |
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*UNTITLED* So many questions Too many lies Sometimes I lay down And I start to cry Cant you just tell me That lifes suppose to be this way Cant you just tell me Everythings going to be ok So many problems - In such a short time I dont know what to do Or when I'm gonna die My dad said Im stuck inside A world thats not so kind And all I have to do Is make up these stupid rhymes - Maybe I'm not happy As you can probably see But what my dad had said Has always stuck with me I'm only one person And I cant do it all But if we all stick together Maybe I would have someone To catch me if I fall - In our generation Having sex is ok And doing pills and ecstasy Is all that a person needs But I'm different Everybody else is the same I live my life day after day Doing what I want to do Instead of what I see |
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*LIFE* A tear has fallen on the ground once more But nobody knows what for Maybe she's not happy Maybe she don't care Or maybe she's just tired Of nobody being there - Another person crying Because of something someone said She knows they didn't mean it But it goes straight to her head She has alot of family Although she has not a single friend And she has no idea What might happen in the end - A young boy looking forward With a gun in his hand He's wanting some sweet revenge Maybe he's not wanted Maybe he's just scared Or maybe he's just tired Of nobody being there - Another child dying Because of something someone said He knows you didn't mean But it goes straight to his head He keeps on shooting Many innocent children dead When he gets finished He aims for his own head - Have you ever heard the saying Words never hurt? NoOne ever forgets The mean words throughout their life They keep it in their head And no matter how many times they see you Everytime they look at you They remember |
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*FLASHBACKS* - He walks up to the door And silently stares Wondering how He's doing now - He knew he needed him When he was younger But he's doing well All by himself - He remembers saying, "I don't need you" But nothing he says Will bring him back today - Here he is With a sad face Wondering what To do after this - He's just a teenager And he's on his own Not knowing the rain Is holding back his tears He's been gone For just a year - He looks at the rain And stares at the ground He's thinking of him Not making a sound - He walks out the door And slams the screen Saying I dont need you You mean nothing to me - The bad words he whispers Not knowing that His dad's been dead For just a year - He turns away from the door And walks to the road With silence he see's That he wasn't mean He had it made But now it's to late - He screams the words "I hate you" And with silence he see's How much he really needs "His love" |
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*WALLS FALL* - Sometimes I sit staring at the walls Thinking what would I do if they fall Who would I be able to call? You just can't run to mom or dad Whenever something you love has gone bad -I lost two of the people I communicated with the most What happened to one of them wasn't their fault There was a car coming and he never saw it He passed away when they rushed him from the scene Nobody even heard him let out a scream Oh, how I wish my brother was still here To help me get through all of these tears Now I have no one to make me see Maybe it should have been me? - The guy said he was sorry for all the pain he caused But sometimes saying sorry don't help much Am I wrong for thinking such He left us two of the most beautiful boys So I will stay strong For they need me Almost as much as I need them - My other best friend was my sister She fell in love with a guy And within a blink of my eyes They got married Now don't get me wrong he's a wonderful person But it took away the person who made me feel important She is still here except she's not the same Getting married really makes people change - Which leaves me all alone I'm trying to fight these troubles on my own Maybe I should just run to mom and dad But, would I make them sad Is it really that bad? I will just keep it inside for now Someday I will figure out how Maybe one day I will come out of my dream And realize life isn't as bad as it seems Why do I feel all this pain Why do I feel like I'm going insane? - Oh God, please don't let these walls fall And if you do Promise me there will be someone I can call? I'm done with the poems because most people don't like to sit here and read poems the whole time it makes them bored..I understand!!! If you want to read some more poems though you can either email me, or IM me on yahoo (perfect_angel37367) |
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Here are some funny Riddles..Enjoy!! lol |
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1. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. 2. Scientists have proven that cats have more hair on one side then their other side. Some people believe that this is because when cats lay on their side they need insulation from the cold on the floor or ground. Which side of a cat has more hair? 3.Someone at a party introduces you to your mother's only sister's husband's sister in law. He has no brothers. What do you call this lady? 4.What English word can have 4 of its 5 letters removed and still retain it's original pronunciation? 5.A woman goes into a hardware store to buy something for her house. When asked the price, the clerk replies, "the price of one is twelve cents, the price of forty-four is twenty-four cents, and the price a hundred and forty-four is thirty-six cents. What does the woman want to buy? 6.If, having only one match, on a freezing winter day, you entered a room which contained a lamp, a kerosene heater, and a wood burning stove, which should you light first. *ANSWERS* 1.The woman was a photographer. She shot a picture of her husband, developed it, and hung it up to dry. 2.The outside.DUHHHHH 3.Mother, or Mom, whatever you call your maternal relative...haha go figure? 4.aitch - take away the aitc and you are left with "h". 5.House numbers. (I dont get that so dont ask me!) 6.The match of course! Oh and I thought I was dumb.. :) * UNANSWERED RIDDLES* (If you can answer them..email the answers..) 1. I discovered that I made a mistake on a check as I was paying bills. To destroy this check, I decided to cut it into pieces and this question came to mind: If I do not place any cut pieces of this check on top of each other and if I do not fold this check or any of the pieces, what is the largest number of pieces I can cut this check into and how many cuts will I have to make to do this? 2.Although broken, they will always exist and surround us. We don't like being confined in them and they will outlive us all. What are "they"? |
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Okay well I guess I will end this page with some lyrics. "LaLa" By Ashlee Simpson...(I know you're thinking Ashlee's lyricssss...? but it's really a good song) You can dress me up diamonds You can dress me up in dirt You can throw me like a line-man I like it better when it hurts |
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Oh, I have waited here for you I have waited |
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You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor I'll be your french maid Where I'll meet you at the door I'm like an alley cat Drink the milk up, I want more You make me wanna You make me wanna scream |
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You can meet me on an airplane Or in the back of the bus You can throw me like a boom-a-rang I'll come back and beat you up |
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Oh, I have waited here for you Dont, keep me waiting |
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You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor I'll be your french maid Where I'll meet you at the door I'm like an alley cat Drink the milk up, I want more You make me wanna You make me wanna scream |
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You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor I'll be your french maid Where I'll meet you at the door I'm like an alley cat Drink the milk up, I want more You make me wanna You make me wanna scream |
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I feel safe with you I can be myself tonight It's alright, with you Cuz you hold, my secrets tight You do, You do |
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You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la You make me wana la la, la la la la |
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You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor I'll be your french maid Where I'll meet you at the door I'm like an alley cat Drink the milk up, I want more You make me wanna You make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor I'll be your french maid Where I'll meet you at the door I'm like an alley cat Drink the milk up, I want more You make me wanna You make me wanna scream |
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You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la You make me wana la la, la la la la You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la You make me wana la la, la la la la You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la You make me wana la la, la la la la "I Don't Want to Be" lyrics by Gavin Degraw (reminds me of "One Tree Hill) Chad Michael Murray is Hottt!!! I don't need to be anything other Than a prison guard's son I don't need to be anything other Than a specialist's son I don't have to be anything other Than the birth of two souls in one Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn Am I the only one who noticed? I can't be the only one who's learned I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me Can I have everyone's attention please? If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave I came from the mountain The crust of creation My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone And now I'm telling everybody I don't want to be Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I don't want to be |
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"Don't Laugh at Me" Lyrics by Mark Wills I'm a little boy with glasses, the one they call a geek a little girl who never smiles cuz I got braces on my teeth and I know how it feels to cry myself to sleep I am that kid on every playground, whose always chosen last a single teenage mother trying to overcome her past You don’t have to be my friend if it's too much to ask Don't laugh at me, don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same some day we'll all have perfect Wings Don’t laugh at me I'm a cripple on the corner You pass me on the street I wouldn't be out here begging if I had enough to eat and don't think I don’t notice that our eyes never meet I lost my wife and little boy when someone crossed that yellow line The day we layed'em in the ground was the day I lost my mind Right now I'm down to holding this little cardboard sign Don't laugh at me, Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don’t laugh at me I'm Fat, I'm thin I'm Short, I'm tall I'm deaf, I'm blind Hey aren't we all Don't laugh at me, Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don't laugh at me |
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And At last ......"Welcome to My Life" Lyrics by Simple Plan Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies But deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lies straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life |
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Ok Well, Thank you for viewing my homepage, and if it sucked please don't tell me..LoL I'm just playing you can tell me..I don't care!!!!! Thanks for your time.....LoTs of LoVe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your Friend, Tosha!!!!!!!!! P.S---Go to the link I put down there (It's kinda depressing..) You know after the little girl got done singing that song..A few days later..supposedly she was killed..She was abused. That's horrible,I know, but it makes you think what our worlds coming too. Child Abuse, Teens using drugs, Having sex, Abortion, Murder...What comes next think about it...And I didn't put all that because I'm "perfect" nobody is, but I just wanted other teens my age to think about it....Really what comes next.? |
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OK ANOTHER BEING SERIOUS.......... WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD? This question is unanswered!!!!!! |
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BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |