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It's All About Me
My Life

Hey everybody, and welcome to my HomePage!!!
In memory of my brother..(1-26-81 - 1-28-02)
I guess I will start by explaining myself.My name is Tosha and I'm 17 I live in tennessee. My best friend is Amber...I love you Amber!!!!!! You're the coolest Although I'm cooler than the coolest but you get the point right..? lol Well always Remember P.S.O.C and AHF!!!!! Kaylie remember we are the coolest of the cool, and don't forget the ToKay 87's!!!!!!! lol Oh yeah and we're the best of yahoo pool.. ;)
I like to ride around with my friends, and do whatever we want to do. Most of the time we just be stupid, because everything else is boring! It's funner being stupid than to be really boring, and of course were really good at it.
My nephews is a big part of my life. My brother as I mentioned before left to soon, but he left two boys a 2 yr old and a 3 yr old.. They live with me and my parents, and I dont know what I would do if they weren't involved in my life! I also have a sister, shes married, and living her own life. I have some poems that I wrote typed out after the song lyrics, if you want to read them
Simple Plan "Jump" lyrics

I dont wanna wake up today
Cause everyday's the same
And I'd been waiting so long
For things to change
I'm sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I'm so frustrated, I just wanna
Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never coming back
'Cause the years are passing by
And I'm wasting all my time
Sick of this house
Sick of being broke
Sick of this town, that's bringing me down
I'm sick of this place, I wanna break free,
I'm so frustrated, I just wanna jump
Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump
I can't take it anymore
Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problems
It's time to let them go
Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump (Jump!)
I just wanna jump
Ok Now for My poems, you can only read them if you don't laugh...Just playing, Most of them aren't funny
*UNTITLED*
So many questions
Too many lies
Sometimes I lay down
And I start to cry
Cant you just tell me
That lifes suppose to be this way
Cant you just tell me
Everythings going to be ok
So many problems
- In such a short time
I dont know what to do
Or when I'm gonna die
My dad said Im stuck inside
A world thats not so kind
And all I have to do
Is make up these stupid rhymes
- Maybe I'm not happy
As you can probably see
But what my dad had said
Has always stuck with me
I'm only one person
And I cant do it all
But if we all stick together
Maybe I would have someone
To catch me if I fall
- In our generation
Having sex is ok
And doing pills and ecstasy
Is all that a person needs
But I'm different
Everybody else is the same
I live my life day after day
Doing what I want to do
Instead of what I see
*LIFE*
A tear has fallen on the ground once more
But nobody knows what for
Maybe she's not happy
Maybe she don't care
Or maybe she's just tired
Of nobody being there
- Another person crying
Because of something someone said
She knows they didn't mean it
But it goes straight to her head
She has alot of family
Although she has not a single friend
And she has no idea
What might happen in the end
- A young boy looking forward
With a gun in his hand
He's wanting some sweet revenge
Maybe he's not wanted
Maybe he's just scared
Or maybe he's just tired
Of nobody being there
- Another child dying
Because of something someone said
He knows you didn't mean
But it goes straight to his head
He keeps on shooting
Many innocent children dead
When he gets finished
He aims for his own head
- Have you ever heard the saying
Words never hurt?
NoOne ever forgets
The mean words throughout their life
They keep it in their head
And no matter how many times they see you
Everytime they look at you
They remember
*FLASHBACKS*
- He walks up to the door
And silently stares
Wondering how
He's doing now
- He knew he needed him
When he was younger
But he's doing well
All by himself
- He remembers saying,
"I don't need you"
But nothing he says
Will bring him back today
- Here he is
With a sad face
Wondering what
To do after this
- He's just a teenager
And he's on his own
Not knowing the rain
Is holding back his tears
He's been gone
For just a year
- He looks at the rain
And stares at the ground
He's thinking of him
Not making a sound
- He walks out the door
And slams the screen
Saying I dont need you
You mean nothing to me
- The bad words he whispers
Not knowing that
His dad's been dead
For just a year
- He turns away from the door
And walks to the road
With silence he see's
That he wasn't mean
He had it made
But now it's to late
- He screams the words
"I hate you"
And with silence he see's
How much he really needs
"His love"
*WALLS FALL*
- Sometimes I sit staring at the walls
Thinking what would I do if they fall
Who would I be able to call?
You just can't run to mom or dad
Whenever something you love has gone bad
-I lost two of the people I communicated with the most
What happened to one of them wasn't their fault
There was a car coming and he never saw it
He passed away when they rushed him from the scene
Nobody even heard him let out a scream
Oh, how I wish my brother was still here
To help me get through all of these tears
Now I have no one to make me see
Maybe it should have been me?
- The guy said he was sorry for all the pain he caused
But sometimes saying sorry don't help much
Am I wrong for thinking such
He left us two of the most beautiful boys
So I will stay strong
For they need me
Almost as much as I need them
- My other best friend was my sister
She fell in love with a guy
And within a blink of my eyes
They got married
Now don't get me wrong he's a wonderful person
But it took away the person who made me feel important
She is still here except she's not the same
Getting married really makes people change
- Which leaves me all alone
I'm trying to fight these troubles on my own
Maybe I should just run to mom and dad
But, would I make them sad
Is it really that bad?
I will just keep it inside for now
Someday I will figure out how
Maybe one day I will come out of my dream
And realize life isn't as bad as it seems
Why do I feel all this pain
Why do I feel like I'm going insane?
- Oh God, please don't let these walls fall
And if you do
Promise me there will be someone I can call?

I'm done with the poems because most people don't like to sit here and read poems the whole time it makes them bored..I understand!!! If you want to read some more poems though you can either email me, or IM me on yahoo (perfect_angel37367)
Here are some funny Riddles..Enjoy!! lol
1. A woman shoots her husband.
Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes.
Finally, she hangs him.
But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together.
2. Scientists have proven that cats have more hair on one side then their other side. Some people believe that this is because when cats lay on their side they need insulation from the cold on the floor or ground. Which side of a cat has more hair?
3.Someone at a party introduces you to your mother's only sister's husband's sister in law. He has no brothers. What do you call this lady?
4.What English word can have 4 of its 5 letters removed and still retain it's original pronunciation?
5.A woman goes into a hardware store to buy something for her house. When asked the price, the clerk replies, "the price of one is twelve cents, the price of forty-four is twenty-four cents, and the price a hundred and forty-four is thirty-six cents. What does the woman want to buy?
6.If, having only one match, on a freezing winter day, you entered a room which contained a lamp, a kerosene heater, and a wood burning stove, which should you light first.
*ANSWERS*
1.The woman was a photographer. She shot a picture of her husband, developed it, and hung it up to dry.
2.The outside.DUHHHHH
3.Mother, or Mom, whatever you call your maternal relative...haha go figure?
4.aitch - take away the aitc and you are left with "h".
5.House numbers. (I dont get that so dont ask me!)
6.The match of course! Oh and I thought I was dumb.. :)
* UNANSWERED RIDDLES* (If you can answer them..email the answers..)
1. I discovered that I made a mistake on a check as I was paying bills. To destroy this check, I decided to cut it into pieces and this question came to mind: If I do not place any cut pieces of this check on top of each other and if I do not fold this check or any of the pieces, what is the largest number of pieces I can cut this check into and how many cuts will I have to make to do this?
2.Although broken, they will always exist and surround us. We don't like being confined in them and they will outlive us all. What are "they"?
Okay well I guess I will end this page with some lyrics.
"LaLa" By Ashlee Simpson...(I know you're thinking Ashlee's lyricssss...? but it's really a good song)
You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an airplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boom-a-rang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

"I Don't Want to Be" lyrics by Gavin Degraw (reminds me of "One Tree Hill) Chad Michael Murray is Hottt!!!
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
"Don't Laugh at Me" Lyrics by Mark Wills
I'm a little boy with glasses, the one they call a geek
a little girl who never smiles cuz I got braces on my teeth
and I know how it feels to cry myself to sleep
I am that kid on every playground, whose always chosen last
a single teenage mother trying to overcome her past
You donít have to be my friend if it's too much to ask
Don't laugh at me, don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
some day we'll all have perfect Wings
Donít laugh at me
I'm a cripple on the corner
You pass me on the street
I wouldn't be out here begging if I had enough to eat
and don't think I donít notice that our eyes never meet
I lost my wife and little boy when someone crossed that yellow line
The day we layed'em in the ground was the day I lost my mind
Right now I'm down to holding this little cardboard sign
Don't laugh at me, Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Donít laugh at me
I'm Fat, I'm thin
I'm Short, I'm tall
I'm deaf, I'm blind
Hey aren't we all
Don't laugh at me, Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me
And At last ......"Welcome to My Life" Lyrics by Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Ok Well, Thank you for viewing my homepage, and if it sucked please don't tell me..LoL I'm just playing you can tell me..I don't care!!!!! Thanks for your time.....LoTs of LoVe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Friend, Tosha!!!!!!!!!
P.S---Go to the link I put down there (It's kinda depressing..) You know after the little girl got done singing that song..A few days later..supposedly she was killed..She was abused. That's horrible,I know, but it makes you think what our worlds coming too. Child Abuse, Teens using drugs, Having sex, Abortion, Murder...What comes next think about it...And I didn't put all that because I'm "perfect" nobody is, but I just wanted other teens my age to think about it....Really what comes next.?
OK ANOTHER BEING SERIOUS..........
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD?
This question is unanswered!!!!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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